Tuesday, November 15, 2011

would it make you feel better to watch me as i bleed ?

Kate Nash - Do-Wah-Doo

back to the old days when all i have time for is work and school. i really wish i didn't have to work at all but i guess life isn't that easy. it's only been a few weeks since i started working again and i am already feeling drained out. i really can't wait for that mini vacation in december, that's all i'm looking forward to for now.

next year is going to be somewhat awesome, at least i'm hoping. besides laneway festival that's coming up in february, there's the vaccines & kasabian, foster the people, the naked and famous, judas priest & lamb of god too ! all of which are in january/february. major dilemma on which to go.

Saturday, October 29, 2011


there was truth but i just couldn't get it.

Kill The Complex - Evolution

spent the whole of yesterday watching clips of that 70's show on youtube yesterday up til' 4am until my bb's battery decide to die on me, but it was so worth it, how I miss that show. really had a good laugh.

my right eye is swollen for some reason, I just hope it gets better hopefully by tonight. tmrw is my first day of work and I'm excited but nervous at the same time. first days are always dreadful and awkward. and I really don't wanna have a swollen eye on my first day. gosh. have to go plan an outfit for tmrw and head to bed early tonight. will not be late on my first day.

Friday, October 28, 2011

“Because I wanted to know why someone would work so hard to make someone fall in love with them when they really don’t give a fuck.”

- The L Word

i probably still adore you with your hands around my neck.

Red Goodbye - The Freshman

my oh my, don't I miss listening to this kind of bands. seether, sinch & alter bridge, just to name a few. I really feel like baking cupcakes right now for some reason, I don't know what is up with me and baking. and that cake that my sister and I baked for our friend's birthday turned out nice, they actually liked it. shall go find something to do now. can't wait for sunday !

maybe this is a major slap in the face for me, or that I just should've known better. I don't know.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

youth knows no pain.

Love Inks - Down And Out

I tried baking a cake and I think my sister is going to kill me when she gets back home. I knew something was wrong when the directions said 'batter' but I got a mixture instead. haha. the cake looks weird but smells nice though, can't wait to start on the icing and frosting. yummmmm. but right now, I shall go get some hot chocolate and a smoke for this lovely weather.

I suddenly miss dressing up and going places and doing things much more productive than what I'm doing now. I need to get my life back together, seriously.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Laneway Festival Singapore 2012

black-jack-dope-dick-pawn-shop-quick-pick.

Rose Elinor Dougall - Find Me Out

the line-up for singapore's laneway festival 2012 is out and it's awesome ! woke up to the sound of my bb's facebook notification from st jerome, got all excited for about 5 minutes and went back to bed. lol. pains of being pure at heart, cults, horrors, wu lyf, drums, feist, twin shadow, toro y moi ! how can you not love that ?

okay, should start on my induction course now.

i thought i lost you somewhere, but you were never really ever there at all.

Lykke Li - Melodies & Desires

was definitely a tad bit nervous just now, and seeing the guy who is extremely comel didn't make it any easier. haha. but at the end of the day, I managed to calm my nerves and everything went well, alhamdulillah. I guess this is what I really need. and it will most certainly help to take my mind off of things.
:]
please give me a reason to.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.”

- Semisonic (Closing Time)

all in all you're just another brick in the wall.

Coldplay - Strawberry Swing

today was just one of those days, nothing went my way. had to submit my report and do my presentation for my final assesment in class and when I reached school, I realised that I left my thumbdrive at home. tried to teach mum into sending me an e-mail with the documents I need but that was an epic failure. lol, can't blame her though. had to make my way back home, get my thumbdrive and head back to school. class ended at around 11 so technically, I was in class for only about half an hour or so. such a waste of my time and trip. but I guess I should be thankful that all that is done with for now.

should head to bed now. have an appointment tmrw at town, can't wait for this :]

Monday, October 17, 2011

the strong men, the children, and even the cowards.

Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros - Up From Below

took a pill for my migrane about 2 hours ago and now I feel like my head is hurting again. I've decided to start drawing again. I don't know, I guess spending hours and hours online looking at painting/drawings/sketches and even photos just gives me the urge to draw again. maybe I should start now. maybe in a bit. right now I shall go hunt for food.
someone please tell me why I don't feel this way anymore.

“The saddest people I’ve ever met in life are the ones who don’t care deeply about anything at all. Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand, and without them, any happiness is only temporary, because there’s nothing to make it last.”

- Nicholas Sparks